Jackie Robins, a divorced mother of three, faces backlash from fellow church members when she resolves to give up her baby for …

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  1. I grew up really poor in a dysfunctional household and suffered through every kind of abuse there is. I also started getting bad migraines at the age of four but doctors couldn’t find anything wrong (I bring that up for a reason). When I was a little girl I always felt differently from everyone I remember laying in the grass around age 5-6 looking up in the sky and hearing a faint voice telling me I was loved. God was never mentioned in my family. And I lived with my grandparents, my brother, mom, 4 uncles and my aunt in a small two bedroom house. My uncle all slept in the attic on cots, my aunt had her own room, my brother slept in my grandparents room and my mom and me slept on a mattress in the basement. My mom was 15 when she got pregnant with my brother and then had me at 17 years old so she had two kids by the age of 17. Some sexual abuse started when I was 5. When I turned 17 years old I went to a Methodist church and got baptized for the first since I hadn’t when I was a baby. I went through a lot of sexual/physical/mental and emotional abuse then I had a baby at 20, married at 21 and I really felt that I found my purpose in life! Being a mother was fantastic! I loved/enjoyed every minute of it!! But my husband was a functional abusive alcoholic which I didn’t realize until after we were married and lived together. I just didn’t understand why this was my life and why I was always going through this. But I never complained. I had 3 children by the age of 26, and for the most part God answered all my prayers even though life wasn’t easy. We had a beautiful log cabin home built on 16 acres, I was a stay at home mom, and drove a car that was nice and reliable for once lol. Long story short- when I was 37 I got really sick to the point where I was practically bedridden. I had to close down my business, moved back in with my ex-husband who did take care of me. After almost 11 years of being sick I called out to God and cried, “either heal me or let me die cause I can’t live another day like this. Constantly in pain, feeling useless and having no purpose.” My son sent me a link on Spirits of Infirmities and what these demons do, scripture on how to cast them out. I wasn’t even sure if I believed in this. I was desperate so I wrote the infirmities I knew I had and ones I thought I might have, read the scriptures to deliver me from them. Well not expecting anything to happen just a few hours later I got this pain in my head and I started vomiting six hours straight! Stuff came out of me nobody would believe! And it was the first time I heard the voice of Jesus Christ! He told me how these evil spirits got in (childhood trauma), He also told me the migraines I suffered and would vomit from, most of my life, was Him delivering me from these spirits so I wouldn’t get possessed since I was never baptized. Also He delivered me from generational curses, rituals/ceremonies that was done on me by my great grandfather who was Blackfoot Indian and thought he could cure me from my illnesses but it actually made it worse, all new age stuff I practiced etc. All shamans/rituals/sun dance/medicine lodge- where we used it as a sweat lodge to summon and cast out evil spirits, thinking sage cleared negative energy/spirits but it actually attracts evil spirits. Anyway Jesus Christ Himself delivered me from all this and healed me from all my illnesses!!
    I learned God uses those who have had the hardest lives and been through the worst of the worst! I now live my life for God, doing His works, deliverance, preaching His Word and laying hands on the sick! I no longer ask why I had such a hard life instead I give thanks for all my blessings! May God Bless all of you!

  2. Ppl in the church shouldn't judge anyone especially the church board committee and especially the pastor wife.. she's jealous of any woman who is pregnant because she's unable to get pregnant herself

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